I read Ben Brook’s most recent thoughts on WordPress and it lead me to an important series of thinking that has culminated in what you see now, my return to using WordPress. My initial reaction to reading Ben’s post was denial. Why does it matter if I had a complicated cms setup for my writing? So what if I want to spend my time writing my own cms just to run Ruin? It doesn’t matter, does it? That is when it hit me, it does matter.
For the longest time, I’ve wanted to write my own cms. I don’t have a particularly good reason for why I want to do this, other than I enjoy writing, developing software and I have some ideas that I want to try out. All of this is fine but, that isn’t the reason that I have this site. I have this site because I intended to write on it. Looking at this what I’ve managed to get out his year makes me sad. Compared to previous years, my output has dropped considerably. Some of it is simply dropping the linked list style posts. I don’t think that those are particularly useful to people and I’ve stopped doing them.
There are also large gaps where I apparently stopped writing at all. Each one of these is a time where I was going to finish my cms, so I stopped writing until it was “done”. That point never actually arrived though. On multiple occasions, I’ve spent weeks writing my new blogging platform only to realize that it will be a very, very long time before its completion. On most of these occasions, I did have something that would be workable but was missing features that I would call essential. At these points, I’d revert to my previous cms, Jekyll, and continue my writing. I was never quite satisfied, so I would quickly return to tinkering with making my own.
It took reading Ben Brook’s post for me to step back far enough to evaluate the situation. This cycle is deadly to my writing. Furthermore, I’ve long had more projects that I wish to explore than I have time. Building blogging software is nowhere near the top of that list. It also isn’t the reason that I have this site. I have the site as a place for me to publish my writing, not as a place to fiddle with different cmses.
So, I’m doing exactly as he suggests, I’m using WordPress and utilizing the things that the community has created to fulfill all of my functionality desires. It took all of an hour to have all of the functionality that I wanted. Now its a just a matter of making it look the way that I want. Of course, I have to write my theme in PHP which, I don’t like but, I can just use _s. It a small price to pay to be able to concentrate on writing and building the tools I want instead of a CMS. I just need to remember that.